Best days of my life.

I'm tired of wasting everyday on the same routine.
Example:
Wake up, wash my face, brush my teeth, get dressed, do my make-up, watch Good Morning America, get on the bus, get on another bus, go to school, do the Wonder word in the Oregonian, get through my school day, call Spencer and hang out with him till 10:00.
It's the same God damn thing every single God damn day. I'm sick of it, and I need something new. I want something new. It's not that I'm sick of my life, I'm just sick of the things I do. Maybe if I wasn't scared of almost everything outside of my house, I'd do something new.
I need to meet someone new, I need a new friend, a new someone to talk to. Most everyone around me bugs the complete shit out of me. I think Spencer should push me to do things more. But I know that if I told him that, I'd soon regret it. I wish I could sleep forever.

A million poppies gonna make me sleep.