I don't...

Understand the following...
How can over 10,000 songs can fit in an iPod. Why people stalk other people. Why I'm afraid of things. Math class. Why people fake tan. They look oh so fucking orange. Why people wear make-up that makes them look jaundice. You don't have a liver disease. Why Paris Hilton is famous. Why most Realtors are fucking insane. She just had to go back to that house. Oh, sorry, excuse me, she forgot her 1,000$ sunglasses. It wasn't sunny that day. The fact that my sleeping pills make put me on edge. It's not fun, but sleeping is. Why my cat had to get so chubby. Why my art has to live up to a certain standard. Why can't I just paint? If you don't like it, then don't say anything at all. How Thom Yorke was born with such an amazing voice. Why the Iraq war has lasted 5 long years, killing so many people, and gaining so close to nothing. How I finally found a boy that I am content with. How so many bad things can happen in so little time. Why I have to be tired all of the time. Why I am filled with guilt and regret. Why people have to lie to me. Why I get such bad anxiety whenever I leave my house. Why certain songs bring up such bad memories.

There's plenty more.