It must be in the end... Here?

I was sitting somewhere today and somebody asked me the following question and I didn't exactly know how to reply.

"How can you make everything so good?"

For a second there, I thought it was the end of us. Although it wasn't because you didn't display any trust in me, I believe it was because there was someone you just couldn't erase from your mind. At that moment, don't think that I wasn't suffering either.

Sometimes I'm still surprised at how fast and how easily it was for you to find my pieces and put me back together. Even if it didn't seem like it, it took me a while to adjust. Adjust to someone caring about my well being; besides my mother. You are literally the most amazing human being I have ever met. You stay every time I push you away.

But there is one thing, I don't think you know how hard it is to think about your 'old' life. I suppose that the most common thought that runs through my head about it is that.. What if I'm not enough one day? Just what if? You have know idea how difficult thinking about it is. All I want is for you to be truly happy, and I hope that I get you close to it.

I love you with every single inch of my body.